CharFutur - I Miss You

I miss you so much.
I don't even know how to explain it anymore.
I just feel it all the time—quiet
But heavy.
It’s strange how everything looks normal
On the outside,
But inside
It’s different now.
Something is missing,
And I can’t replace it with anything.
I still think about you every day—not
In a loud way, just softly,
Like your name is always somewhere in
The background of my thoughts.
Sometimes I catch myself smiling at
Something, and then I remember you’re not
Here to see it with me—
And it changes everything.
I miss the way things felt when I could
Just talk to you without thinking,
Without distance,
Without silence between us.
Now even silence feels different—
It feels full of you.
I wonder if you ever feel this too,
Even for a second—
Like something pulls your thoughts back
To me when you least expect it,
Because I do all the time.
At night, it becomes stronger.
When everything is quiet and there’s
Nothing left to distract me—that’s when
I feel it the most.
Not sadness exactly—more like longing:
A soft ache that doesn’t go away.
I lie there and think about simple
Things—your voice, your presence,
The way it felt when everything was easy
Between us.
I don’t need anything complicated.
I don’t need answers.
I just miss you.
And I don’t think that changes
No matter how much time passes.
I just—
Miss you.
I miss you.